Sketches

I love drawing patterns. Every of my spare time, I will occupied myself with sketches of weird patterns that slowly form into a figure or sometimes it may lead into a bizarre surreal feeling of entrapment. Maybe that is just me. Like they always said, the subliminal unconscious mind that draw upon you into a picture form.

James Dean is one of my biggest idol of all. Not because he is a real hunky dude. But in fact, his characteristic of uncanny rebellious that makes me delve into the delusion of becoming like him. Maybe we are not so much different, the only thing that set us apart is, I never take chances and risks. Maybe this is the only unfortunate characteristic that hold me back to be who I really am or wish for.

Other that James Dean, Marilyn Monroe is the other idol of mine. She is one hot sexy chick that I wish that I can have her all to myself. Same as James Dean, her characteristic that attract me so much that I wish I have half of her confidence of being sassy.










Time past by and day by day, I felt like life just swift away from my own destiny. I am just as confused as others that what is ahead of me is still blurring. I felt like there is a purpose for me to be here, but yet the answer is not upon my grasp. I'm still looking, I'm still waiting.