"What is essential is invisible to the EYE": 06/01/2008

Friday, June 27, 2008

Decision decision decision

Life is always about decision. Should I do this, or shouldn't do this. I though life should be simple and easy. Every decision made will always come with end judgment, consequent. This is the thing I fear most. The future is far from us to predict, and what we do now will lead us to our future. Therefore the decision comes in hand of which way to go. People always said that things will be in good hand if you make the right decision. What is right? For example, when the time for you to think of having a slight break, does it mean wrong to help others with their work for a while when you know that you haven't even finish your work yet and the due date is coming near. I always stuck in between here. I'm a person who believe in karma. If I help the person in the nick of time, I believe in the end I will be rewarded somehow. But sometimes, things just doesn't go your way at all.
I'm tired. Tired of living in life of decision. How I wish there is life in time where I can just sit back and relax with my Summer.......

Anyway, stop whining and start work.......Here are some of my motion graphic design for the mtv and my very first motion graphic.

Saturday, June 21, 2008

Sketches

I love drawing patterns. Every of my spare time, I will occupied myself with sketches of weird patterns that slowly form into a figure or sometimes it may lead into a bizarre surreal feeling of entrapment. Maybe that is just me. Like they always said, the subliminal unconscious mind that draw upon you into a picture form.

James Dean is one of my biggest idol of all. Not because he is a real hunky dude. But in fact, his characteristic of uncanny rebellious that makes me delve into the delusion of becoming like him. Maybe we are not so much different, the only thing that set us apart is, I never take chances and risks. Maybe this is the only unfortunate characteristic that hold me back to be who I really am or wish for.

Other that James Dean, Marilyn Monroe is the other idol of mine. She is one hot sexy chick that I wish that I can have her all to myself. Same as James Dean, her characteristic that attract me so much that I wish I have half of her confidence of being sassy.

Time past by and day by day, I felt like life just swift away from my own destiny. I am just as confused as others that what is ahead of me is still blurring. I felt like there is a purpose for me to be here, but yet the answer is not upon my grasp. I'm still looking, I'm still waiting.